Benny and Joon

This is one of my favorite movies. It where my pen name came from. Her name is Juniper and she goes by Joon alot of the time. I love this movie so much because of the funny lines and it shows that everyone can love. And that the best love is just spending time with your best friend.

Everything is wrong.

Do you ever feel like everything is just going wrong in your life. You have so much homework that you just drowned in it. You get no sleep, and have the worst head ach ever. You also are way stressed out because you have four test on one day! Then add your parents fighting to the situation. Hey don't you have to drive your sister to swim team? And your brother to scouts? Oh and did I mention that someone stole your 20 bucks. Oh no no no noooo! . . . . your phone just died and its the beginning of the day. Was that your ipod you just washed in the washer? It wont turn on. Woke up and the clock says 8, yeah thats right your alarm didn't go off and your late to school. Have fun at attendance school. That is you can find your car keys. Oh and by the way you just got fired from work. And to top it all off you ran out of gas on the free way on your way to go pay your ticket. Yep everything going just fine.

I wish I could remember

I love the poem Forgetfulness by Billy collins. It shows such truth and uses such get wording. I love how it begins with how you start to forget a book because its so true and everyone can compare to it.

My Attempt

I went to do this assignment and read a blog and it was about life. It seems these days that everyone is dying though. They are dropping like flies. Why do people commit suicide? 

They always ask the question "what would you do if it was your last day?" You always come up with something crazy wonderful. Well why don't these people who commit suicide to something before they die? they know when they are going to die of course because they plan it. Not saying its a good thing they commit suicide, but they should do something crazy before. Maybe then they would realize just how great life is and that everyone has problems. Life is worth living. If your going to die then die for something. 

I can't wake up

Its become my life now. I wanted it so bad. I would dream about it minute after minute, hour after hour, day after day, month after month, while I was awake, and asleep. I dreamed about it so much that it slowly became my reality. I didn't know it would be like this. Other people made it look so simple. So fun. So perfect. I like it at first, but I soon realized how horrible, and fake it was. It was like getting a cute, cuddly dog and having it slowly turn into an ugly little creature as you realize how evil it really is. Then you stop and realize one day and wonder why you ever wanted it. My dreams have been overthrown. They have been over run.

Just Do It.

Ugh. I can't raise my hand and say that. What will people think about me? They don't care what I think and it will just sound stupid. Oh just do it. Why not?  These people can't be the one why I'm not raising my hand. Why can't I be in elementary again. They don't care what I say there. I hate fighting myself inside. It takes courage to say what you want. Something I don't have. 

This is silly. I'm just going to go for it. I'm not going to care what people say about me. Call me lame, stupid, a slut. You don't really know me. You can't really judge me unless you know my story. So I'm going to party, sing at the top on my lungs and say what I want! I'll be that rare one in this world of judgement. So go ahead and JUDGE ME and see if i care.