Awkward moments

The awkward moment when, you've already said "what?" 3 times and you still have no idea what the person said, so you just agree.

 The awkward moment when you make eye contact. . . . . through the little crack in the bathroom stall.

The awkward moment when the sentence you're reading doesn't end the way you octopus.

The awkward moment when a cop pulls you over for driving in the carpool lane. Cop " you know you have to have more than one person in the car to drive in the car pool lane." You say "Check the trunk."

 

The awkward toothbrush in the bathroom that nobody in your family uses. . .

The awkward moment in the morning when your so tired that you say tired when you run into inanimate objects.

 The awkward moment when you're talking to yourself and start to smile like an idiot because you're so hilarious. 

That awkward moment when you walk through the metal detectors at the airport, and your abs of steel set them off. (The awkward moment when a guy reads this and knows thats not him.)

Be Careful Where You Step, (it could end a life)

 You might want to be careful the next time you walk out side. For you could step on an Ant. Life of an Ant is short lived. Its only about 45-60 days long. But in this time they work hard, and grow up in a colony of about 40,000 ants. There are only to classes. You either get to be on the top as the queen. (sorry guys you couldn't ever be on top.) Or like most you are a worker. But don't worry because being Queen isn't all its cracked up to be. You get the job of laying eggs for the entire population!! Workers are very clean and tidy. So if you can't stand messy places, then I would become an Ant. They look for food and look out for there young. Some a dump disposers who get all junk out of the nest and some are builders, and others part of the Army!! So be careful next time you step on ants because they already have short lives and work harder then you.

Cross Fire

Drama is the last thing I want to be involved in. But it seems to have me right in the middle of it. How come if a guy likes you and you don't like him like that then it has a mess. I like him as a friend. He is great to hang out with. But I like someone else. . . and we are kinda together. Oh and what's worse is that this guy that likes me has these annoying sisters that go around telling everyone I'm a slut and text me and ask me if i like their brother. "I like him as a friend" is my reply and they seem to take that wrong. They think I'm playing him! Well whatever I'm going to just kinda . . . hide. Yes hide because I don't wanna face his sisters. They scare me.

Fears

I'm afraid of those slimy, scaly, slithering, snakes for sure. I'm afraid of being left behind and forgot about. I'm afraid to stand up to others and at the same time afraid to not stand up for what I know is right. I'm afraid of being alone in crowd of people I know but don't know.

I'm afraid of Judgement, Judgement from the ones I love.

I'm afraid of making the wrong choice and not being able to fix it. I'm afraid of finding that someone. Of never finding that someone. Im afraid of getting stuck. I'm afraid of conforming. Im afraid of tests. I'm afraid of pain. Of that pain that surges in the middle of the night and wakes you up. That pain pills can't help. I'm afraid of not being myself. Of changing to fit in.

Pet peeves

It bothers me when someone uses the microwave and takes their food out early and just leaves the time there. 11 seconds.… Press start. Ugh why cant people just push clear. Another thing thats annoying is when people stop and talk in the MIDDLE of the hall. Hello you could go to the side. ooo one that I think is sick is when people have long nails and have dirt all under them. SICK!!! Or what about when someone is wearing a jacket with a hood and their hood is inside out. I just have to fix it. Its awkward when you don't know the person too. Or those guys that sag their pants, but its not that they sag their pants, its the fact that they wear a belt too! A belt is suppose to  keep you pants up, duh. I know I have more, just can think of them now.

I'm thinking about you

I'm thinking about you. I'm thinking about you like a tissue thinks about a nose. Like minds think about thinking. Like chocolate thinks about sad girls. Like phones think about texting. Like vending machines think about nickles. Like plugs think about power. Like Napoleon thinks about power. Like that silly rabbit thinks about Trix. Like tears think about falling. Like racks thing about holding. Like doors think about closing. Like I think about you. Like knifes think about cutting. Like games think about playing. Like hips think about moving. Like bats think about hitting. Like bullies think about lunch money. Like salt thinks about pepper.

LIGHTS

New favorite song! Lights by Ellie Goulding! 

I had a way then losing it all on my own

I had a heart then but the queen has been overthrown

And I'm not sleeping now the dark is too hard to beat

And I'm not keeping now the strength I need to push me

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone

You shine It when I'm alone

And so I tell myself that I'll be strong

And dreaming when they're gone

Love is. . . .

Love is a curving road with 31 pot holes. Love is that blanket you have had since you were a baby. Love is that pen that wont stop bleeding. Love is that ring on your finger that would come off. Love is that moment you know you're going to lose them. Love is that kid that jump starts you. Love is that kid that clings to your leg. Love is tears. Love is that note card you get to use on a test. Love is that drink of water you take to waste down the cough medicine. Love is that name all over your notes. Love is those random changes of hot and cold water in the shower that make you jump out. Love is song you play over and over again. Love is that dream you wish you could fall back to sleep to. Love is the pray you say every night.