Monday, February 20, 2012

Fears

I'm afraid of those slimy, scaly, slithering, snakes for sure. I'm afraid of being left behind and forgot about. I'm afraid to stand up to others and at the same time afraid to not stand up for what I know is right. I'm afraid of being alone in crowd of people I know but don't know.

I'm afraid of Judgement, Judgement from the ones I love.

I'm afraid of making the wrong choice and not being able to fix it. I'm afraid of finding that someone. Of never finding that someone. Im afraid of getting stuck. I'm afraid of conforming. Im afraid of tests. I'm afraid of pain. Of that pain that surges in the middle of the night and wakes you up. That pain pills can't help. I'm afraid of not being myself. Of changing to fit in.

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